the song is playing in my mind. these scenes are recurring in my head. perhaps i've been deluded by myself all these while. perhaps things aren't as complicated as i've thot it to be. oh well. just drop it. i need to sleep now.
whew back from my boring 2 days of work. didnt make many friends since i didnt really see the significance in it. i might just add more names to my awkward-hi-bye-friend list. thank god guihao was there with me. she's the closest to home that i've ever been over there. so most of the time i'd be alone fulfilling my duty. i dont remember saying much besides "im sian." and "im tired." other than that im just a lone ranger. hoho.

anyway, im inspired and a little ashamed by Gideon's story. at the age of 22 he's still able to relate to a 14-year-old. what more me, a 17-year-old?? oh. did i just reveal his age? *laughs*

okay. now that work's over, i've to switch back to my normal routine and LIVE MAH LIFE MAN! but actually i think i need one more job to sustain my expenditure in school. yea. other than that im going back to my old way of life.
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this week passed so fast. it seemed like yesterday tt it was monday. well, monday was 2 days ago. haha. okay. i guess it seemed so fast cos i havent done much, havent accomplished much. gosh if this goes on, my entire hol is going down the drain. i've better set some kinda goals to achieve. then again, maybe i shld just seize this chance to rest and recuperate from the stressful semester i had in school. haha. either way i like the way i spend my time now though it aint the most fruitful but it's the most relaxing. i'll get my gears moving no worries but i'll just allow myself time to unwind. whhhheww.
had pw in e morning again. AGAIN!!! oh gawd. it's okay. it'll soon be over. awaiting for thursday. haha. had nowhere to go after project.. all of them zao in all directions la. wanted to go out shop & chill.. ai. i found myself patrolling the streets of orchard road once again. in the end i decided go starbucks and enjoy some reading. oh! the christmas drinks at starbucks are nice.

so tt's my day. i spent most of it with myself. no wonder im feeling a little lonely now. a little empty. it's like u're disconnected from everyone. i know it ideally shldnt be this way since im really not alone. but wadever. haha. shall go fill the void with some food.
argh.. feeling so irritated abt all that's happened today. wad was supposed to be a happy and good day turned out to be a frustrating experience. was suppose to go get some stuff with my mom after coming home from debbie's house. i ended up waiting for her till i fell asleep. i mean if u dont want to go out with me then say it why spoil my whole plan just so that u can escape?? in e end i didnt even get to go vivo. there's another thing she did which made me feel rather disgusted. argh. when i thot the day couldnt be any worse, pw has to come in to irritate me as well. was being bugged at to do that video since last night. maybe i didnt get everything into perspective but i could've done it early if the video was sent earlier. okay. wadever. forget it.
since my blog looks better now i shall blog an entry.

had training today. hmm.. my ball fell into a hole in e tennis court. how silly. even e coach was slightly amused by it. haha.
after tt went for dinner at johnson duck rice stall.. woo. nice nice nice.

yea. tt's abt all tt happened today. haha.